Today i was doing some cleaning and I found something that I will hold on to very dearly. I found an old letter from Trevor. It was written before we were even dating. It was a letter encouraging me in my walk with Jesus. WOW what an impact this has on me now. I know this came from his heart and I know that God is still there, working in him. I can see it. I only wish I knew what it was that is now keeping him away from such a loving and powerful God. It seems so strange.
He has been so depressed lately. It's so SO hard to watch because I can see so clearly that this severe depression has come since he has lost his faith. He is very hard on himself and now that he has nothing to give all that up to, it's taking a tole on him. I try to do what I can but I know that I alone can do nothing. I know the best thing I can do is PRAY.
Lord, help Trevor. Bring him joy once again. Relieve the stress and the worries of this world and let him be at peace again. Restore his hope again, Lord. I ask for wisdom God, wisdom to know how to react, and handle the situations that arise. Give me love and patience for my husband. Let me always show him you, in everything that I do. You are the author and perfecter of my faith Lord and it's you I turn to in times of trouble. Help me Lord, be a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path.
Amen
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