Prayer Request

I know in Christ, you are free. However right now, I do not feel that way! I feel like I am trapped in a tangled web of sorrow, disappointments and anger. I know it's effecting the person I am. The mother I am, the wife I am. The teacher I am, the friend I am. I need Jesus to be my stregth and to carry me thru this.
The top reasons I married my husband no longer exist in him. I am fearful of the effect this will have on my son and any future children. I love the man God created in my husband but I hate the man is he becoming right now. I fear I will never have the marriage and family life I dreamed of. A life serving Christ and sharing our lives together helping others know the healing truth of Jesus Christ. I cannot express the deepness of sorrow with-in my soul and the longing I have to see my husband renewed. Even on good days, it seems as my soul is in unrest. Friends I am tired! Please pray for the strength to continue this fight. Please pray that my path be clear. Trevor has said that he does not want to continue going to the church we have been attending (he thinks the pastor yells), although he said he would if it were elsewhere (however, I don't know if a few weeks down the road it would be another excuse). I need counsel and prayer to help me thru this time. I need to know if I should stay where I am, or look for another church. I need to get connected in (would love to start singing again, miss it so much, as God speaks to me so much thru it)
There is a lot of other stress right now as well. Trevor has been out of work for the last while and I am only working part time. If Trevor doesn't get work soon, we could loose our home. We do have a few options that we are going to be pursuing so we need wisdom as to which is the best options for us.
We have to get our taxes this week. I have to get all Trevor Business stuff together which is never fun as he is VERY un-organized. Then we someone have to come up with the money to pay off his work expenses.
Plus mother's day stuff at school, presents to make, details to come together and a Mother's Day tea to execute. Please be in prayer for my family and me.
If you feel God share anything with you, please feel free to pass it on. I could really use some encouragement and some wisdom.
Pray for hope, strength, courage, and wisdom.
Blessings on you my friends.
Lots of love